Now what I need is a solution. No point in dwelling on it, however perturbed I may be.
Time for a plan. Though all I want is to pack myself off to somewhere new already. And this is not me running away - this is my constant inner itch to do something new every single day, to drink in the world, to feel free...
'Ever since my childhood I've been scared, I've been afraid
of being trapped by circumstance, of staying in one place
and so I always keep a small bag full of clothes carefully stored
somewhere secret, somewhere safe, somewhere close to the door. '
somewhere secret, somewhere safe, somewhere close to the door. '
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Then what, do pray tell, are you waiting for??
I just wrote the longest reply ever to that question. And did it work? No. And boy, did you miss out because it was the best, most intelligent, witty comment that anyone has ever posted on the internet ever.*
Suffice it to say that...I struggle because I need to be at least sensible enough to have some money to support me in a new area for a while but I am simply not sensible. I'm constantly teetering on the edge of being a cooky free-spirit and a raving loon. It's hard not to cross over sometimes and just do stupid and foolish things as instinct dictates.
I'm just constantly tapping my feet...
Oh, and thank you for your comment Mr. or Mrs. Mouse. :)
*this may or may not be the truth
Cooky?
Kooky.
...indeed.
no one is a robot, most people have this feeling, but muddle on through. Last thing I heard food and lodgings cost money, so you'll need to be doing something wherever you go, and if its a pick-up job it's not likely to be much fun. I have no answers, but maybe you are being too hard on yourself. I hope you find some contentment.
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