'Dark have been my dreams of late'

These strange nightmares and nightvisions are back. I woke myself up last night calling out 'help' over and over again. The word and me calling it was incorporated into my dream. Twisted, dark, maddening, maniacal dreams that I can't even begin to write down on here. A world of darkness that I haven't been pulled into for a while. And there was a name that stood out, it came to me once I'd woken up. But I've no idea who that person is. It needs remembering though - someone is not quite what they seem. Not in my life but in someone else's, I think.

Urgh. You would totally understand ALL of this. I miss you.

Sod it, this is my journal and my feelings go into it, come what may.